Wishes and Gifts

I wish I knew the right things to say.
I wish I was better at photography.
I wish I had the willpower to do what needs to be done.
I wish I wasn't sick.
I wish I could fast forward five months.
I wish I had enough money to buy what I need.
I wish I was a better person.

On the other hand.
I just heard NCIS use the term Dear John.
I am going to marry the girl of my dreams.
I'm doing well in school.
I have friends I can rely on.
I saw Becky last weekend.
I love.

You'll always be my konstantine.